i have always seen God's faithfulness in my life. there may have been days or moments or weeks or months where this steadfast quality was not as apparent as other points in time, but as it often is, looking back His faithfulness was and is crystal clear. how is it that so much can change and so many things are wavering in the wind like the last leaves on the tree outside my window... and yet, God is so consistent? to know this consistency and to see it manifest itself in each moment of the day... this is what i want! may we not move throughout life's seconds missing it. i want to pause in the madness of the day and settle in on the clarity of His faithfulness. and in these "pauses", i am sure that i will find freedom. freedom from my worries, freedom from demands that i put upon myself... because in these "pauses" i will see Jesus working. i will notice that His faithfulness has been consistent not to bring me to a place where i can just move on without Him... but instead a place where i can depend on Him in the craziness and not be motivated by anything but Him.
life continues to meander, to places i enjoy and places i fear... and yet, in those places, both good and bad, the faithfulness of God is true and real and steadfast as it has even been.
"...as Thou hast been Thou forever wilt be..."